Mommy Emotes

For the past few weeks, I have been in a lot of stress. Not because of my work or my children but because of my husband. He has been the source of my stress lately. Well, not literally him but his drinking habit. When he is drunk, he is not himself and he acts weirdly.

Anyway, I just hope my husband will change. If not, I will be buying a prototype 37c every month just to counter all the wrinkles he is going to contribute to me because of stress. Kidding aside, I hope he change, not for my benefit but for the children. Our kiddos need a better father, a sober dad that will lead them to goodness in life!

Hubby came home yesterday. He was already sober but we didn’t talk that much because I was going to church. Anyway, to make the story short, we are talking again as if nothing happened. Our situation always happens again and again. It’s making me tired already.

Oh well, I just wished I had a treadmill where I could walk the stress away and at the same time trim down on weights!

My husband was not able to work last Thursday because he was so drunk. Yesterday, he went to work. Until now, he haven’t come back. I don’t know if he left us because he said he will leave us.

Anyway, I am still hoping that nothing bad happened to him. I hope this is just the usual drunkenness he has.

This is a short post. I just want everybody to know that I am scared right now. My husband is drunk and is banging the gate!

I woke my mama up to let her open the gate. She is still outside. I am so scared.

Honestly, I am a short tempered person. When I am busy, I don’t want people to fool around me because I am a serious person. I want things to be done right away and accordingly. But God has a way to neutralize things. He gave me a happy go lucky guy as a husband and who is fond of making jokes. He tries to make me laugh as much as he wants if he sees me being serious. He always tell me that if I always frown and do serious stuff, he will end up buying me the best wrinkle creams because I will grow old faster than him!!

Anyway, he has a point. I think I am so serious. Am I??