Christmas EMO

Just to be honest, I was little emotional last Christmas day. After the family ate our Noche Buena, my husband went out to his friends from our old neighborhood. He said he will be back after they have a few drinks. So, I immediately agreed believing he will keep his promise.

While waiting for him, I took the liberty of searching for Mopar performance parts. But when 6am came, there was still no sign of him. So, I texted his friends asking where my husband was. Unfortunately, they replied that he already went home. They saw him rode a trisikad.

Knowing that my husband was no longer there, I can’t help but feel betrayed again. I was really hoping that he would keep his promise but still he didn’t. He spent his Christmas with his drinking friends at the bridge. He went home 6pm as if he had done nothing. No regrets. No remorse.

I talked to him but as simple as one two three, he said sorry. After that, he said that was it, end of discussion.

Anyway, I was amazed with myself that I didn’t pick up a fight. I just told him not to do it anymore because it’s hurting the whole family. After that, I went and go on with my everyday routine. Maybe I got tired of the reoccurring issue that I don’t want to talk about it anymore. I felt that another talk would be useless.

Oh well, I also told him not to go out on New Year’s Eve or else I am going to make a war scene here in our house. He just agreed. I hope this time he will be man enough to keep his promise.

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