July 11
I Hate Him!
I am still awake and still waiting for my husband to arrive from his drinking habit. I have spent countless hours over the internet searching and comparing term life insurance quotes while waiting for him. Now, it’s already past 4AM and I doubt if he is ever coming home in the next few minutes. Grrr…It really makes me mad when he promises and just breaks it without hesitation.
When I talk to him about it, he just tells me that I need to be more patient because he is having a hard time saying no to his old habit. But from the looks of it, he is not even “trying” to stop. He just allows things to happen and just indulge himself without thinking twice!
I really hate him! I also hate myself. In my current situation, I felt hopeless and futureless!
